Letter to myself

"Dear me,
I am sorry.
I'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, 
when your own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that 
i didn't give you enough time to heal, that i let you 
seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own 
were bleeding.I'm sorry that there were days when 
smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that
no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you 
gave all of your time and effort to people that didn't 
give the same amount back. I am sorry that there 
were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and 
no one bothered to understand why. And i am sorry
 that i did not love you, like you deserved to be loved."

letter to myself

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