if it is mean to be..it will be

assalamualaikum w.b.t..hai u olls..(lambai tangan)..
kerinduan mengusik jiwa sbb dh lama sangat rasanye tak 'apdate' blog..haha..
btw.. this is the second trial update blog using smartphone.. hehe
OK..now here we go ..(btw..sorry for my 'broken english')

 [letak tangan kanan dkt Dada Kiri..take a breathe deeply..pejam Mata..rasa degupan jantungband start recite al-fatihah and du'a in heart]

 yup…that what I do when I miss him..only that way I can do to calm my heart from missing you..instead of hoping that you will do the same thing as I do.
sejujurnya..I'm sorry to say that his not my first love in my life (ouch..it hurt)
but you have bangga sbb you're the one that brjaya buka hati saya for all this while not believe a true love.. (yeayy..tepuk tangan)..

 since I know him it just like 'right when I wake up in the morning,you're the first person that pass in my head'..wahaha...perasan trlebih gitu..
"I never dreamed that I could love you so much.you stole what was left in my heart.And I know I've lost you forever"
deep..terasa khilangan and macam-macam perkara yang berlegar Kat kepala otak akal prasaan aku ni..

 as people said..let bygone be bygone..yeah its true.. but the facts you have to know that woman can easily forgive people because hati lembut but its may take a life time to forget on that tragedy..
but as my friend always said"perfection is not just about control.. it also about letting go..(deep right..)

 after all this while I always used"when life get rough, I like to hold on my dream .."trlampau brangan-angan..sbb tu sikap childish x pnh luput..but now I realize that' everyone has a past,but that just in the past..you can learn from it.,but can't change it..dh that is the fate yg Allah tentukan..redha je laa..

 just like kak denabahrin said "if the love make you become worse.let it go..it hard..Allah know and He will replace someone better for you..if the love make your relationship with family or beloved people worse ..turn to Allah for decision, Allah know the best..if you're in dilemma what you want and what make things better..have faith in Allah, he know what you've done..He know what you've sacrificed..Dan,cinta ITU memang perlukan pengorbanan..

 And one thing about that is that,Allah saves my heart for someone who deserve it.Allah save me from facing another heartbroken and that's wonderful because I just can't bear with another heartbroken. Allah is most Ar-rahman & Ar-rahim..I'm not perfect person..




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